My Feel

Lately, i feel lonely
I thk i m too dependent on him previously
Watever small matter
Watever feeling
Watever mood
Watever tim
Watever though
Watever incidents
Watever place i go
All i report, inform, tel, talk to him
Jz a cal wil do
Hoping him to b my patience listener
Sumtim, not even tat
I demand more
Hoping him to concern, consult, comfort me
Unfortunely, i thk it is too much
My though was demanding
I may not reac his aspectation
Yet i demand from him

I thk i m too dependent toward him
I m officialy 19 after 1 more week
I hav to learn to b independent
Hav to b strong, confidence, care myself
Face n solve problem by myself
B delegeate, b rational, able to deside myself
Most important, Love myself
Except myself, no one wil forever ever take care n love me