Appreciation

30th Oct, Friday

I...hav alots of though lately

I...thk i realy hav to appreciate every thing tat i hav now

I...m so lucky to hav suc good n caring person

I...m so blessing being care by him

I...m so prosperious wen going wit him

I...m so enjoy by his entertaining

I...m so comfort wen bside him

I...m so happy wen he sayang me

I...m so relax wen v went to every trip

I...m so glad tat always hav his support

I...m so wealth to hav his concern

I realy thx alots n i wil appreciate every tat he done for me

I wil rmb al the moment, the incident, the feeling wit him

Surprise

29th Oct, Thursday
Today i get shock wen i m working. I feel a bit weird as i chec the sale record of the day bcoz it was my boss name label there, Cindy Lim not my partner Shuk Feng. N she didn present today, she should b working today, she didn apply any MC. Her stuff was not there too....
I feel weird, feeling tat she get fire by my boss due to the missing stocks...
Later, cindy order me to close system, any problem cal her don cal Shuk Feng. I asked Y?
N she told me, Feng got fired, I asked Y again? But she jz said she doesn wan her anymore n without any elaboration....I get shoc bcoz Feng fetch me go hm after work whic is late nite usualy. So hw i goin to go bac hm??? I thk the best way...but no choice...

Unaspected, the surprise from him...He present, n offcoz offer to send me bac...
I realy feel surprise, his persent jz like an angel, help me alots, i wory without my safety
I didn though of it bcoz tis few weeks he being so busy n emo til don even hav the mood to entertain me. I m so lucky, gold bless me, is like the heard communication.
He told me, he feel tat he should meet me n he though tat i must b miss him alot n may need him in the sense of sumthing, so he jz come to my working place...
I m so lucky...I m so prosperious...I m so glad tat he is here...
Bsidea tat, he da bao the chinese dishes tat i like so much whic is choi tou guo...
Waw!!Je taime...!!!Realy thx u alot!!! I wil fover ever rmb tat nite...

Dinner

28th Oct, Wednesday

Today i hav my class as usaul

My clas til 7pm due to the subj i choose

So once, i end my clas i run bac to PJ house

N hav my dinner wit my others housemates

They cook mee hun as dinner for me

While my job is to wash the bowls after eating

I thk it wil b little oportunity to hav dinner wit them

As my part tim job require me to work at nite ship

It was a pleasure to enjoy dinner wit them

Although it is a bit tasteless

Yet i thk is an ideal meal compare to others wen i stay at PJ

My Feel

Lately, i feel lonely
I thk i m too dependent on him previously
Watever small matter
Watever feeling
Watever mood
Watever tim
Watever though
Watever incidents
Watever place i go
All i report, inform, tel, talk to him
Jz a cal wil do
Hoping him to b my patience listener
Sumtim, not even tat
I demand more
Hoping him to concern, consult, comfort me
Unfortunely, i thk it is too much
My though was demanding
I may not reac his aspectation
Yet i demand from him

I thk i m too dependent toward him
I m officialy 19 after 1 more week
I hav to learn to b independent
Hav to b strong, confidence, care myself
Face n solve problem by myself
B delegeate, b rational, able to deside myself
Most important, Love myself
Except myself, no one wil forever ever take care n love me

Little Suisui

26th Oct, Monday
Today 8 little susui was born
It looks smaller than previous susui
It may b genes heritages, genetics factors courses
Bside the mother of susui was red eye
It is al standing from others whic is blac eyes
It is a nice day, it is they birthday
Hope 8 of them can grow up safely n healthy
Although i cant observe n watch them
But i can imagine hw cute they r
Is a lucky day
Welcome!!!Bievenue 8 little susui!!!

Sad

23th Oct, Friday
Today i feel sad...
I called him n tel the incident
Hope to feel better after releasing it
Hope to get consult
Hope to get attention
Hope to get concern
Hope to b cared
Unfortunately i feel worst
Not sad but lonely. useless


I kno i m weak
Sum tim lac of confident
Is an oportunity to learn n grow up
B strong. i cant rely on anyone anymore
Jz only trust myself
Thinking positively better than others...
+u ba! no 1 can comfort myself anymore

The Delicious Spaghetti

22th Oct, Thursday

Today v hav our clas on 2pm

But v meet at skul on 11.30am

Bcoz v planed to eat Italian spaghetti at Kelana Plaza

V reach there around 12.30pm

N v noitce tat the price hav rise to rm 14.90++

Compare to previous rm 12.90++

But they provided salad, soup n ice cream

So v willing to spend

Once i enter the shop i realize the interior design was not bad

It was so Italian style...The feeling so great

N offcoz v cant wait to order n eat

There provided 5 favorites of spaghetti

N my 1st choice was Mexicon chicken spaghetti

The 2nd was Chicken Sausage

The last but not least was the Cancord Barnano

It was cheese..tis is the most i like..so feeling

B4 v bac to skul v hav our ice cream whic is yam+ vanila....

V eat til ful2....!!GooD!Tres bieu!!

Although it take tim to hav the following dished but i quite like the food there i thk i would like to recomment tis place to others...

IKEA

21th Oct, Wednesday

Today was the 2nd day skuling for sem3

V wake up early to enter Typography clas

Unfortunately clas cancaled

So v deside to eat our breakfast

N v went to IKANO too

But...V went IKEA at the end

There were display alots of design

The space was small but they present it wel

I love they design

The interior design so good until make me almost slept there

Unwilling to leave there

Tis living room was so high class

So sweet..ladies home

Ful of stuff but is so neat...warmth feeling

Offcoz i would like a house or home like tat in future

Hope tat it wil be comfortable

I don mind the space was smal as long it neat n comfort

The feel like..."Finaly i m home!"

The Ist Manique Clothing

Since i hav started my part tim job

I hav to learn wat is about fashion

The latest color, clothing style, shoes, handbeg, accessaries

N so on...learned alot

Bsides, the skil of serving customers too

It was fun n is an opportunity to experiences

Tat day, i dress up the displey model at window display

Although it took tims but fun

I cant dress up myself wit expensive clothing

But on the models...

The feeling jz like it

It was so great...

My ever 1st Models...

Malacca Trip

17th Oct, Saturday
Tat day was Deepovali

On the early morning after repairing his car

V went to Malacca to hav his family trip

Ofcoz v feel excited n hope to reac there as soon as posible

V reac there around 2pm, N v meet the family at A Famosa

Tis is the view from A Famosa

His family, Haha! I m the photographer of the day...

Later, V chec in to the Sri Costa hotel whic located at Dataran Pahlawan

The interior design of the hotel was based on Bali concept

It was so romantic
One of the pic was posted above...

For the Nite, after v hav our prospertious diner

V went to A Famosa Resort Cowboy Town

There was so crowded as the show goin to start soon

V enter n find ourself some space to enjoy the Show

Tis was the environment b4 the show start

They start wit the Orang Asli performance

They playing wit fire

Later, it shows the animal carnival

Many animals performing

They ar so cute...mignon..

The performers from many country

N last but not least, there were fire work for ending

It was so nice so beuty...

The view of the cowboy town

On the nex day, after v ate breakfast v walk around the historical place

Took pics, chat, hang out around, enjoy being a part of the family

The red house whic left by the authories

V enter the big ship whic cos rm3 per person

There hav a mini muzium displaying n providing the past history

Lastly, B4 come bac to KL v hav a visit to the Eye Of Malaysia

It was so beuty

Afternoon, V pac up n bac to KL

The mood is stil enjoying

Unwilling to leave

Unfortunately, v hav to

GoodBye...Luvly de Family!!!

Tis trip was the 3rd vocation wit him

1st tim join his family trip

I realy enjoy wit him

Although i m not well or close wit them

N happened sum small accident B4 the day

But i feel the kindness n friendly from them

I feel peace, being wit them i feel i got nothing to lose

Thx!!! Merci beucoup!!!

10Q u giving me a good oportunity to relax

Luv u....!!!