Lemon N Grapes

Back For A Visit

2011-10-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

25th October, 2011

Here have been neglected for ten months.

Ten months is long times but....it seem like passing superb fast.

Until tis day, i hav a sudden. I hav a tot to visit here.

I m surprise by the date of last post.

I think back what m i busy for pass ten months.

My mind flash back, the memories all are back.

I remember, i can feel it.

I m more happy, i have more experiences,

I may be more mature, thinking the longer far journey of future.

I believe so do he, working hard for future.

While at first, i confuse, no doubt now i m still confuse for my future.

Until we have get a whisper, i will be fine for my career.

So i choose not to worry, and work hard for my studies.

On the other hand, i m more happy.

As there are sum one always willing to scarify for me.

Sometimes, i feel i m superb evil.

Besides, i worries a lot, i understand that everyone have their limit.

Therefore, i must be fair for others, treat others better.

And most important appreciate others, cause they have the right how they treat others.

Moreover, i feel, i m more closer to my family.

I think it is a responsible toward family.

They always be there for me no matter what happen.

I m so lucky.

At last, i glad that i able to meet my secondary or even primary school mates.

It is wonderful for me.

I able to update, or even flash by my memories.

I miss those time, those young age as i m getting older and older without my conscious.

Thanks God. I still with u guys.

Understanding

2011-01-31T11:13:00.000-08:00

31 January 2011

Today evening, i feel i m the Queen. I m invited for a rich dinner dessert, 3D movie- Green Hornet, and sweeties supper. It was a leisure time with him, feel so relax and no worries. We go where we though.

There was my first time watch 3D movie in my life and the first time having the Tutti Fruit sweeties. I enjoy a lot, just know how was the 3D movie looks like, the luxury taste of sweeties ice-cream.

After that, there was sumthing happen. It make me feel sorry at first yet he is so understanding. As a man, i think he is the most understanding person. He has been doubt a moment, later he bare with me and make a concession. He concern me more than himself, it make me feel guilty in fact. Really lucky to have him...love him ++....

Patient Person

2011-01-31T10:46:00.000-08:00

30 January 2011

Today, i m tired yet feel lovely and lucky because there is a person always beside me. The whole journey through out the today he willing to stand and serve me.

Today, we have been to 4 shopping center. Included: Summit Subang, One Utama, Lot 10, and Pavillion. We going there not to shop is just to look around the branding and corporate system of those brand.

He is so patient to bare with me when i was keep walking non stop like a mad women who lose a child, looking each of the corner. He even discuss and provide opinion for me. We walk till the end of the day, both of us was tired yet he is so patient to me and treat me well.

There will be how many male willing to do that? How many male willing to scarify they time went window shopping with the women? How many male willing to walk such a long distance with women in a shopping center? How many male is so patient to they women? I believe there will be 1 out of 10....

I feel i m so lucky to have him... Love him, thank a lot....hugs~ lovely....

Happy 3rd Anniversary!

2011-01-21T17:50:00.000-08:00

20th January, 2010
Today was the day of our relationship 3rd anniversary. I still remember the of 20th January 2008, i m so innocent and nervous to meet him at Rawang ktm station. And that was our 1st day being together. It was so tressure memories for me.

Today, we was 3yr later. We are growth and mature, we start busy with our career and dreams. Yet we still try our best to be together, to last this relationship to the end.

So, how we going to make this day more memorable?
I m so surprise and impressive went i receive this portrait of us which drew and put afford by him. I know he not good in drawing, yet he success to make it for me. In fact, i feel i m younger in this pencil cross sketch portrait. Love it~!

Beside, we cook together at his house. It was the 1st time we do it together. Alth0ugh it is a small activities, the meal may not that perfect, i m feel it was the most treasures. It was the best time...we work together and eat together.

Main dishes- fried rice

Fried Chicken, sausage and hem

Sweet corn fried egg

This was the meal we cook together. Is simple yet the best for me. Feel so warm, love it! thank him~! bring me a memorable and perfect anniversary day.

31th December 2011

2011-01-06T02:05:00.001-08:00

On this last day of 2010, v meet each other and celebrate it together
The 1st location was back to our 1st place we meet each other -

Serdang primary school.

There have lot our memories, we flash back and smile......
forgiving each other....

I have prepared a card Christmas card and a gift for him as Christmas present
So i design a simple card which i inspired from a resource on internet and here come it

Beside i prepare a gift which is a set of skin belt and wallet in a presentable red and black box
I like it very much hope he do love it.

After the discussion with him
He was the 1st one present the Christmas gift to me -

Hand Made Chocolate cookies

It was so impressive, is made by him. The 1st bite, i feel so warm without tasting the taste. He keep asking whether is it nice, i go for the 2nd bite, the answer is YES! it is so nice n sweet for me. He working on the Christmas card for too. so i cant wait to see it...yea~!

The out look was so lovely

Nice color for chocolate cookies

Noon, we have our lunch at Puchong, near IOI.
We having dim sum for our lunch.
On the way to meet his friend from Kuantan,
we going to return stuff to his friend too,
I accidentally saw an ice room which the main product they selling
was ice dessert.
I start curious and feel attractive toward it, so we go for a try.
The corporate design not bad for me, the dessert with different favorite.
So i order a bowl of mix fruit ice, while he have order kacang ice.

His Kacang ice

My colorful mix fruit ice

Noon, we went to Sg Wang meet his friends and have our dinner.
After dinner, we count down at Jln Bukit Bintang.
There was so crowded and fun, 3 different place having firework.
They enjoy viewing it, it was so near to our eyes...

On the next day, we goin to MIdvalley to they and back Kuantan.
So we have some snack at there...Yea~ it was one of my favorite -

Big Apple Donut

Noon, before we back we have hotplate yee mee.....It was our 1st date food...hahah!

So i m enjoy it...feel happy and appreciate a lot.
It was a memorable day of 2010 and the good start for 2011 !!!

My 20th Bday!

2011-01-06T02:01:00.001-08:00

5th November, 2010

Yea~! I am the most lucky girl in the world on that day. It was so memorable in my entire life.
I am so thankful to him and my friend doing such a huge plan and event for me. The above was the present from him, in fact, it was more, more than...i cant use words to express.... I m so happy, Really thanks you and them.... Love u n others....hugs~!

N thanks the gift - 9 favorite winnie the pooh bear2 flowers, Nokia x3 which i need a new mobile badly, and....a mini cooper model car is so cute for me...love it.....

Decission That I have Made

2011-01-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

31th December, 2010

Today, was the due date of making decision
I going to meet him and tell him what m i thinking
And I am clear what am i going for without regret
I have decided to give an opportunity to each of us
I want to have another try
Trying to accept each other' personality
As I have been taken 1month to consider
So I have decide to take 1month time to for the try
And solve our problem, mainly on me
My feeling, my though toward him
Hope it worth and work on each of us
Hope to success to rescue our relationship.

Considering

2010-12-25T08:22:00.000-08:00

Lately, i though a lots.
I considering and think a lots.
What happen between us,
Why m i changing,
How, why, what, where, when....

I felt pressure from him.
I feel he start controlling me
The way i wearing my clothes,
The way i talking,
The way i going with my friends,
The way i changing,
The way my life going,
The way i treating him,
The place i going,
The wording i express to public.....

Honestly, i m happy with my changing,
Compare with previously who too dependent on him.
May b i really forget him while i m enjoying,

I start treat him cool,
n placing him far from me.
I start not appreciate him,
thinking he treat me good is a must.
While i start to be evil,
I become hot tempered in front of him,
I become naughty and stubborn,
I believe i not understanding him enough,
I did not consider his feeling,
I just do whatever i want without doubt.

I believe he love and sayang me very much,
He saw i m changing,
He start to worry me,
Wondering why i m treating him cool,
He unable to except me,
as i changing fast.
I expose myself a lot,
I m growing and having lot different thinking.

I know he love me very much,
He willing to do n have a try whatever that i request.
He willing to scarify, patient to me.
He teach me a lot especially life lesson.
I know i have failed to b a good gf since long time ago.
I know i should not complain n compare,
Yet it have happened. I treat him really unfair n make him suffer.

I admit, i m playful,
While he is safety person.
There have much different between us,
The wavelength or thinking,
The life style we going daily,
The way we solve problem,
The food or meal v having,
The way of communication,
The choice v chosen,
It probability course by different family background, the environment
v expose to, the experiences, the persons around, the growing ages...

Lately, all i have consider,
Thinking what i want,
What i feel,
What decision i going to decide,
What should i do,
How m i going to face it,
How should i going to solve it,
How m i going with him n others.

I must b fair to him,
I must listen to my heart,
I must give changes to myself,
I must clear what i m doing,
I must no regret........

Merry Christmas Nite

2010-12-24T10:23:00.000-08:00

Now was Christmas midnite,
I wondering wat he doing,
He must be sleeping like a pig?
Or he drunking with his bro?
I don y...i jz wondering...
I start thinking he lately,
I feel....a kind of feeling that..
I unable to explain...
I think i miss him,
After v have separate 1month...
A feeling that different from previous
That kind of miss him feeling...
N O E L !!!

可恶的自己

2010-12-11T22:38:00.000-08:00

我们最近都闹得很不开心，我承认，我吃醋了。。。还是吃很大的醋~使得我突然不小心说了很多伤害性的话给你听。我承认，我当时没有顾虑你的感受，你是一个好动的小女孩，这个我知道，你开始学习独立，我也知道。但是有时我真的害怕，我害怕有一天你会不知不觉离我而去。当我知道有个男生和你很亲密时，当我知道他喜欢你时，我真的很痛~很痛~我也很生气，因为我吃醋了。

我还记得那天你在电话里流眼泪的时候，我的心也跟着出血了，我~我~我根本就不知道我自己犯下了那么大的错误，我竟然对你那么的说话，我从来没有试过那么大声对你说话，但是我这次却对你那么的大声。当你盖了电话，当我知道你的泪水一直掉，我的泪水也开始不知觉的流了下来。

当天晚上的我，一个人对着天花板呆了整夜，头脑一片空白，眼泪也不知流了多少。。。

你曾经告诉我，你是很迟钝的人，你需要人依赖，你需要我。。。
可是我竟然伤害了你~
我好后悔，好想把那天的对话给删除掉，可是我不能，我没有这个本事。

这几个月，我们曾经为了很多大大小小的事情吵了无数次，每一次吵了的第二天，我都想乖乖的向您低头认错，因为我不舍得让你伤心，因为我不想看见你不开心，因为我希望让你开开心心，因为我要让你幸福。

对你的承诺，我无时无刻都记在脑海里~

你对我的好，你对我的温柔，时时刻刻都在我记忆里，
你买给我的apollo面包，每当我吃时都觉得好幸福。。。
你帮我洗被，让我晚上睡觉时盖被都感觉到温软。。。
你给的拥抱，让我感觉你对我的无限体贴，我不舍得放手。。。
你所给我的，是我从来没有尝试过的幸福，是你让我体会这些感觉，这种感受~
你让我知道和肯定，你是我剩余的人生里，是扮演着最重要的角色，陪伴我走完今世的人。
除了你，没有人了。。。

小女孩~对不起~
小男孩很后悔伤害了你，我希望你再给我一次机会，让我从新爱你~

I m Learning To Be Independent

2010-10-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

Ya..he have chose to went back Kuantan to work on his career. It has been 10 months. When i get the message i consider a lots of stuffs, but those was the easy going problem. I take it easy, my though was simple, i thinking is okay for me. He have his life, his job at Kuantan, while i am studying hard at KL. Thinking that we are working hard, we both loving each other, we will meet once we have done our stuffs.

Unfortunately, it does not works that easy. At first, i meet him almost every weekend. Lie to my parent, just to meet him, but i know what am i doing. As times going, he become more busy on his job, while i am busy on my studies. Therefore, we start less contacts, we even does not have one conversation for one day.

I trying to be strong, thinking he is busy i should be kind to him, more understand him. He is freshman to the societies, he need times to use to it. So i try to focus on my studies, ya, i was about to be success. But i have use to dependent on him. I use to talk the most with him everyday. Whatever stuffs, what i doing, what problems i facing, and so on i just talk to him. At that moment, i not allow to do so. I have get myself some part time job to fulfill my time, i am busy with those stuffs yet i am missing him.

I feel lonely, helpless, no one to relied on. I start thinking am i too dependent to him...I feel sufer, so i start of be independent. So how should i start? I should have my own life, own friends, own stuffs, own work to do. I notice that i does not have friend, that course me feel lonely, so i start to join my close1. i m so jlous that sum of my friend, they have lot others friend around them, they are so happy and full of joyful. I m curious why it does not happen on me. I would like to like them, i know myself can not have a best friend, but i wan to try for a lot of good friends.

Thinking and learning the way to be friendly, i start join them yet i feel lonely. I think i really too dependent on him, why m i so suffer without him. I hate that kind of feeling, why i not flexible enough? i changes....I WAN Changessssssssss.........i Wan to b Independent.......I WAN to survive although i m alone without him.....in this moment i have to figure out myself to save myself....i not blaming he, this is the way how v survive.

西东恋的幸福

2010-10-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

2009年的最后一天。。。

2010年的到来对我来说将是世界末日的开始，毕业了，工作了，再也不能好像以前那样，想见你就见你。以前一星期里最少见面三四次，现在却是一个月见一两次。见面数次几倍下降~

思念的感觉无时无刻都浮现在我脑海里，想问。。。

早餐你吃了吗？
今天的你过得好吗？
心里是否有想念我？
功课是否困扰着你？

期待每次电话响起的时候，
听见你那甜美的声音。。。

每次一个人驾车去找你，虽然路程有点寂寞，可是当我想到你会很温柔的帮我按摩时，就会不自禁的笑出来了，拥抱时感受你那暖暖的体温，这幸福的感觉不是写几个字就能形容的。

今天是2010年10月15日，天晴。
不知不觉我们分开两地已有十个月之久，今年里我们发生了很多不愉快的事情，甚至大家都想过分手这两个字。
但是我们依然把对方的手牢牢的握住，谁也不想放。
可是考验才刚刚开始，在2018年来临前，我们还必须经历种种考验，疲倦对我来说是全是借口，放弃是逃避，是懦夫的行为。

所以我绝对不会放弃你~
因为我拥有了一个愿意和我一起坚持努力的人，为我们的未来加油。。。

我爱你！

小男孩与小女孩的爱情故事

2010-10-10T20:21:00.001-07:00

2007年的十六岁全国赛遇见了你，印象深刻的是你那迷人的笑容，那傻傻的样子，原来所谓的一见钟情就是这意思，电视剧常有的故事竟然发生在我身上，真不可思议。哈哈^^

2008年1月某某天

突然接到你的电话问候时，当时的我真不知所措，手忙脚乱，可是我们却聊了很久，也让我们对对方留下了印象。

2008年1月20号

我们第一次牵手，我们第一次拥抱，我们第一次接吻，第一次接触你的心，就算我晚年得了老人痴呆症，也是我终身都不会忘记的。

2009年1月20号

我们爱情故事的一周年。。。你的温柔，体谅，支持，为我带来无限的动力和精神。记得陪你一起背日文听写时，一起熬夜的时候，虽然累，但是却是别人想像不到的另一种享受。

2009年2月14号

一生难忘的情人节。。。心灵上的结合让我门的心更加坚固，一年里所发生的事让我们更加了解对方~

不知道你是否还记得这些照片吗？我人身不再是我一个人的回忆了，而是我和你共同拥有的甜蜜回忆，遇见你是我最幸福的事~

小女孩，永远爱你~

Our 2nd Valentine Day

2010-03-03T01:20:00.001-08:00

14th February, Sunday

Today is Valentine day, is the 1st day of Cny too...both of us is in our own hmtown. His at Kuantan, mine at Puchong. So...v unable to celebrate it together. V do meet together later but i m busy on my assign. therefore, v consider v didn celebrate it. Anyway, i goin to post sumthing...

It was the begining, on the end of year 2007, v kno each other at...Sri Kembangan. I work as the oficial for basketbal match n he was the Pahang refree. N v kno each other.

Tis was the 2nd yr anniversary present...Zhu zai Zhu Lui!

Tis pic took in ur house, v r so young..hehe!

Tis is wen v emo..

Wen v r happy..

Wen i forcing him to take pic..haha!

Ei! tis 1 v start mature o..

I stil rmb our 1st trip at Genting, v doesn kno each other wel but v have made it. V have realy happy moment together. It was happen a little nervous at the end of tis trip, yet v made it, v hav level up our relationship...

Beside, i do visit his place. The place he was born, he growth up, he stay n educated. I m curious all stuf tat about him. I wan to kno all about him.

Moreover, v do have trip to Cameron highland n v do enjoy there. I rmb this deeply, he is the 1 who willing to cure my sickness wit his own body warmness...he so kind to me n take good care of me wen i m sick. I m recover by him without any medicine jz recover bcoz of his body warmness.

I do join his family trip too to Malacca, i start go wit his family, communicate n kno is family.
His fimily treat wel, i enjoy it..

Furthermore, v have went alots other places. V do shopping together, playing bowling, wath movies, having lunch n diner like other couple. V enjoy together...Lov it..!

I lov him alots...realy thank u...boy2...M..............A!

Relative Renovated House

2010-03-03T00:37:00.000-08:00

My relative hav renovate their house, whic is superb nice...It is the house where i stay once i was born til the age of 3..it is our grandmom n granddad staying house previously...v went there frequently from time to time...

I m so glad to c it..is so pieceful house..tis house almost 30-40 years old...

The most impreesive part of the house was my cousin bro tea room..he decorate til vry...old...is antique!!!

Tipically japanese, chinese style

It was so clam..

Here is the eating table space...

Beside, on the 6th day of CNY, v whole family went to my dad frien house bcoz there hav open house, there hav 6 boxes of firework, v enjoy watching it...n i get to capture1 of it...

I enjoy tis 2010 year Cny although there hav alot to worry bout assignmnent but i can feel the cnt environment...hope he is too...

CNY Food!!

2010-03-03T00:17:00.000-08:00

14th February, Sunday

Yaeh!! Happy CNY!!! Haha! wat i doin on CNY week..?
Offcoz not least eating...i eat eat,eat,eat,eat.........
Jz eat..offcoz doin assign too la...but most of the visit time i m eating

1st is all kind of cookies....tis is the most cute a hav ate...doggy cookies..so cute...

The great expensiv crap...fresh sea food or toasted..

CNY most famous de.."lou yu sen"

"Nian nian you yu " Pudding dessert too...made by my relatives...i so color ful n sweet..

Last but not least is the "tuan yuan fan"...our family n my relatives eat together.

All the dishes , soup, prawn..fish..good food is prepared...n v start wit "luo yu sen"

The higher the better...wishing n luo..

Everyone hoping to get to eat the salmon fish..it representing prosperious of the year...

In Cny everyone is happy n enjoy..my slimming plan also hav delated due to tis festival..haha!

Hope evryone will b wealth in tis year...

Gathering wit Housemates Night

2010-03-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

10th February, Wednesday

Cny is coming! is 3day to go, so i decided to have a haircut due to my messy long hair is so uncomfortable. I plan to go Midvalley cut above, but it was not i aspected so ...no choice, i hav to cut hair too...

This is the decoration at centre hall

I end up my hair like tis....is abit short for the front is like a maoi...haha!but is ok...

During nite, v al-housemates n previoue house leader gathering at shabu2 at Putery Puchong, which nearby my puchong house. It is a steambut buffair. I eat alots...is tasty...

After eating, v chat around, took pics n so on...so relaxing...is great to meet bac my previous house leader...is fun...tis dinner can b counted as our "tuan yuan fan"...

CNY is Around The Corner!!!

2010-03-02T23:21:00.000-08:00

3rd February, Wednesday

Happy Chinese New Year!!! Cny is around the corner!!! Everywhere, everyone is busy preparing Cny. Al shopping centre hav decorate the senery of CNY.

I start to prepare myself too...it is buying new CNY clothes...haha!tat al gals like to do it..
So after skul, i goin to Sg. Wang n Time Square.

There have nice decoration, it looks real like a chinese town/city...The environment is so great!!

So i spend rm300++ tat day, rm200++ for the clothes...i get to purchase wat i want. i m satisfy on al of it. I get 10 pieces clothes, 1 scaf, 1 massaging stuff...so on. I thk it was reasonable bcoz there is sale al around.

1 for him, his red botton new year cloth.

Couple t-shirt for valentine day...offcoz each of us hav 1

Blac background, white girl2boy2 r dating.

My short long sleeve top. I thk i can use for skul day due to the cold condition at Utar

I goin to wear this on the 1st day of CNY!! it is so speciate like my blanket tat made by my grandmom.

I like tis too, it is simple yet nice..can wear for dinner function...

This is more for daily dress

This long2 sleeve top..Yeah!! is wat i wated so long time...reasonable price..

I thk i useful for me too...

Yes!! not least tis too...white scaff. it is portable for me.

Bac dress wit a white roses on it is for my sis

N tis white long short sleeve wit a spagheeti inside is for my sis too..hope she like it...

I m so happy on tat day..i didn shop tat muc clothes b4...i m satisfy n i feel prosperious too..bcoz i can meet my love once..he wiiling to pic up me for kl although it is so far from his place...Luv U!

A Dinner wit Him

2010-03-02T23:08:00.000-08:00

It is a night i having dinner wit him. V didn hav our dinner at Stick n Chop for so long time, which v done it vry frequent previously. So v earting at there.

My laici n his watermellon juice.

My spaghetti

N last but not least is his pepper chicken chop...

I thk it is the last time v eating at there, i means v will not eating there so soon on the following time. Bcoz he goin bac to Kuantan...due to is dad injured...he may start his carrer there too...
Hope he will success..

Here was the place v hav our dinner. Tis i s a pressure place for me...v hav quite lot memories here. i will rmb it...the taste, the feel, the environment, the face of him....

The Night Goin wit Him

2010-03-02T22:55:00.000-08:00

1th February, Monday

Today after my class, he come bac from Kuantan. N ...v hac a date at Kepong Jusco.
V hav a simple dinner at "dai he ten de". I wanted to eat their cheese spaghetti so badly.

His drink, Watermellon juice.

His cheow mee

N my speciate mango kiwi milk shalk. It is so tastly i like it..

Here come my cheese spaghetti!!! i like it so muc previously. Unfortunately, it taste changes, the cheese not tat rich...Anyway i enjoy it wit him..

On the following, v choose to watch woohoo but there hav no place so he decided to watch a thai ghost movie. The movie hac few story, it is so effective n suceed to scare me..bsides, he add more texture to fraid me...

It is tired day yet a nice 1...

CNY Store At Threesixtydegree

2010-03-02T22:18:00.000-08:00

30th January, Sunday

Here is the new arrival from taiwan, bangkok, n korea..at three sixty degree.

Full sets of accesorries.

Here come the tops n shirts, blouses

It looks like leggings but not...it is not..is kind of new fashion pants...

All new dresses..it really attractiv

There hev shirt too...n so on...

Hoping u gals get wat u wan at there, n wearing ur new nice cloth during CNY!!

Preparation for Cny!!

2010-01-22T21:30:00.000-08:00

30th January, Sunday

Today was the last day working my part time job due to the businees of studies, assignment, research n so on...

I..feel happy coz less a burdaned but feel sad too...coz "bu se de"...

Anyway, i help my boss done the last thing, CNY decoration.
Tis year was tiger year, she bought al the decoration stuff, my job is to sic it n done it nicely.

Money packs

I sic it all on the wall.

New arrival of shoes for CNY cuatomers purchasing, New arrival clothes too but i lac of tim to present it.

I m so thxful to meet a so friendly n generous boss. She is so great, young, pretty n sucessful.

Besides, i m so blessing she is caring, helpful, n understanding.

Although it is a short period, a small step of my life btu i thk i will rmb it for whole life...

Happy 2nd Anniversery!!!

2010-01-22T21:14:00.000-08:00

21th Jan 2010, Thursday

Actually our 2nd Anniversery Day was on 18th to 20th but we celebrate it late due to the busy day. He jz started his career offcoz hav to concentrate more n i hav started my yr2 study so...

V did it a bit late but most important!!! both of us remember our big day n our relationship is superb...

B4 tis day, i hav prepared a card. A card tat i never made b4, hoping tat is speciate. It take me quite a lots tim to done it nicely yet not perfect. N come out tis...!

The character of zhu zai zhu lui, n little boy2 girl2...n my essay on it..Hope he like it..

On tat day, after i end my clas v went to 1u watch movie-toothfairy which is 1st day on cinema

Tis movie is enjoyable, is simple but meaningful to the children. The rock as a ice hockey player, a hot temple guys, a person play it no rules bcome an excellent hockey player, nice n caring person.

B4 the movie, v hav our lunch at wang kok. V order tea tim set n al cost rm25.90

HIs mix of tea n teh tarik

My yum milk sake, actually is his

His fried noodles. I feel is quite nice but he taste tat is normal

My chicken sausage spagethi

I really luv n enjoy having meals wit him
Anywhere wil do

This is his 2nd anniversiry gift from me. Silky for Men perfume. It does not cost muc, but i like the odour of it. Hope he like it too.

N tis is mine...It is simple but i like it.

Thx Boy2..I love u...!

On the nex day, v went to Selayang mall n v decided to play bowling b4 he went back Kuantan.

Tis is the score. At first i was in front of him...but on the following i m far behing him...t.t..

Our day quite fun. I realy enjoy..

Pic of us...Thx boy2...i m speechless..Thx u give me an opportunity, n thx u being so good to me..

Eating at Sunway

2010-01-22T21:08:00.000-08:00

I kno it is quite a long tim i should post tis up but i do it now...Although is late i thk i should do it
It is a thursday i work on 3pm so i join him n his friens to sunway hav a lunch.
It is a Taiwan restaurant, quite high clas n the environment there was so relax.

Tis is the mix fruit drink which banded by him so badly

Tis is his chocolate blended

Here come the 1st dishes, prawn roll

His fried rice

It is a bit salty n tasteness

Yet he like it

Xiong Wen's Mee

Xiong Wen gf's kou teow

N tis is my ba bao ice mix which he extremely hate it but i enjoy eating it...

Honestly i like it...Big bowl cost only rm6.90

My meal of the day

It is a set lunch

It come wit the gu luo yok, 3small dishes, a bowl of white rice wit sum kicap n lastly come wit a big bowl of soup...rm20.90

It is so ful n rich, the food is not bad...can consider good...in fact reasonable wit the quantity n quality...

After lunch, v shopping around there. They get to bought sum clothes for chinese nw year while v do window shopping

Although i spend only few hours wit them but i m so enjoy. I like it.

Grandmom Bday

2010-01-18T02:37:00.000-08:00

16th Jan, Saturday

Today nite is Grandmom Bday, so me, mom n sis wen to a restaurant at Cheras. Offcoz gathering wit relatives.

Here come the gals

N tis is my cousin daughter

So cute n sweet..little en2

Waw! here come the MOnster!!!

so scary !!!

T.t.....papa!

Tis is the sau mee

Grandmom Bday cake

V start singing the song in english, chinese n cantonese...She wishes, blow n cut...

Here come the family Photo section

Mom family

Mom family n relatives

Al the grandsons...

The dinner end at 11pm, the food there is ok...not bad but no excellent too..V jz gather, chit chating. Is nice to mett each other since didn done it for so long tim...N Offcoz

Happy Birthday! Grandmom..!!

Sis Cooking!!!

2010-01-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

16th Jan, Saturday

Today evening, after done sum hardworking task, me n sis feel hungry. No parents, no noodle, no da bao, no food shop around...no choice...

N my sis start to cook...!!! WooooWWW!!!! i didn seen my sis even enter kitchen once b4 previously, she don cook, don do house work, don clean anything...tat his attitude...
But sepurisinglyshe doin it nw...

Although those is simple...western food...

Warming the cooled ham n hot dogs...

Cuting so tat cook easily..

The success n perfect 1...

The erm...not so success 1

Tadah!!! ham n hot dog...Yeah! can start my tea tim refreshment...!!!

Yeah! my sis really different, she change alots..n most important her cooking not bad..Haha!!

Happy New Year 2010!!!!

2010-01-05T19:39:00.000-08:00

31th Dec 2009, Thurs

Today is the last day of 2009, al of my friens hav alot of plans n they hav alot of choice to join n goin to countdown at anyway. Offcoz, i choose to go wit my luv once- Him...Haha!

I take leaves on these few day n go wit his plan..n tis day i follow him to IIUM watch the basketbal match. He b the refree. The 1st match was IIUM vs erm..Blac mans.. Hehe!

At the beginning, IIUM score vry high but the blacmans take over at the middle of the match n win the game..goin for final...

After tis v went bac to rest n pack our stuffs bcoz v goin bac to Kuantan!!! On the evening, v come bac IIUM, he b the refree for final...Whic is Help college vs Blacmans...

At 1st the match, both team like playing and1...scores was so near...n hav the win team fal on Help at 2nd quater...

So Champign is Help!!!

N v went bac to his hmtown- Kuantan!!! He was so happy, he cant wait to reac there, without a rest tim too. On the journey v hav chating n i sleeping..Haihai! V reac there around 9pm++

There hav 3on3 basketbal match too, so v went there hav a looks. Bsides, there hav car audio exhibition, so v walk around.

Is so wield..

MyV exhibition!

Offcoz they sound out their audio system!

The yelow car above, it from JB hav won few award

A cute motobike!

Later, almost 01-01-2010 12am, v went to Mega Mal to meet his friens n v countdown at there.

Al these balloons falling down on 12am

Poping out those colorful pieces

Tis was my new year eve night. I experience the Kuantan new year celebration. It is simple but nice, safer, bonding.

1th Jan, Fri

Wat i doin at Kuantan??? Erm...actualy, it does not go wit wat i hav planned. I hav plan alots, including goin to watch sun rises on the top of mountain, watching sun rises at the side river, playing water at the waterfal, taking those beauty scenery of sun rises, refreshing scenery of waterfall, natural scenery of seaside.....etc......

BUT!!! Al hav failed!!!! due to the rainny weather....!!! t.t...........

The program at Kuantan is...eat..eat...eat...eat...n.....eat.......

Eating at Noodle Station, East Coat Mall..not bad...

Eating chau guai teow bside pasar..

Eating McD bside beach at 1.30am++

Eating Lemon chicken b4 bac to KL

N last but not least is Mom cooks

Simple n nice

Tis is my fov..

Wat i can get to capture is below tis few pics...At telok cempedak...by boy 3120 mobile

Above few pics can satisfy me..

N few pics me n he wit couple shirt..haha!

Although it is not wat i expected but it goes wel too. Jz enjoy where, when, wat v goin. Offcoz i m enjoy wen i goin wit him. No matter wat, as long wit him. M.........................................A!!! Thx merci beaucoup!!! Je taime!!!

No matter wat he has desided i wil respect him...it is his choice, his future, his rite...

Pavilon Xmas Decoration

2010-01-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

Ya!! Althought xmas is pass for half month but i stil like to share the scenery at Pavilon during Xmas. I went there wit my family. It was a sat alot of ppl....N lucky we didn miss the snow time...
Haha! There ful of crowd n Xmas feels...

The street in front Pavilon

Snow time!!!

ya! i m at Malaysia enjoying snow drops..

The Pavilon Hall

Is so grand...Is nice to watch n feel the surrounding.

We, family didn celebrate Xmas but v jz feel it...Haha! enjoy there..

Shang Xing

2010-01-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

4th Jan, Monday

Jing tian wan shang, wu...ji de hen shang xing.
Ta rang wo ji de...
Wo hen yu chun
Wo hen wu zhi
Wo hen sha ben
Wo hen si wang
Wo hen ji wang
Dian dou dian bu ming de ren
Hao xiang wu yao ke jiu le
Wo zhi si hui yi kao ta ren
Wo zhi si hui fan zhe ta ren

Ta de yi ji hua rang wu de xing qing bian huai le
Xing gan ji hao tong, wo hao fan ren
Yen lei liu xia le, zhen wan ye shui bu zhe le
Ta de yi ji zhen de dui wo na mo de da ying xiang....
Hao shang xing....

Christmas Nite!!!

2009-12-26T20:50:00.000-08:00

25th Dec, Friday

It was a silent nite at my shop...Erm...threesixty at jaya 1....1 showder also cant get, so my boss desided to release me..

N i come out an idea to join my secondary gathering at Puchong since i m free n is a vry good opportunity to meet al secondary mates. Offcoz i prepared a gift 1st than i reac there around 9pm++.

N start chating, wishing, praising each others...Is quite fun to meet them...V hav exchange gift session too. Guess wat i get??? The stuff i wanted for long tim...

Is LOTION!!!

My frien so understand me...haha! Thx a lot but i been there half hr only n i sat frien car went hm...if not i sure wil chating non-stop til nex day..haha! is simple, short period of tim but i realy enjoy. Is nice to meet them. NOEL!!!

Merry Xmas!

Merry Christmas!!!

2009-12-25T20:28:00.000-08:00

25th Dec, Friday

Merry Christmas!!! Today is christmas, is public holiday but i m working too. The good news is i start my work on 3pm so i can hav fun on the morning. Haha!

Tis is the 1st christmas i goin wit him. So sweet he wish me on tim...
So, me n he decided to watch Chipmunks bac in town 2...Haha! i like it vry much, they r so cute n adorable. I enjoy it, i get pop corn for tat movie too. They r excellent singers.

Bsides, i get to exchange christams present wit my loved one. It is wat i prepared for him.

The card, the box....al is done by me except the dompet. Haha! hope he like it.

N gues wat i get!

I get sumthing tat relaxing...

It is simple but i like it. He kno me wel, he consider my health. Thx..Merci beoucoup! Je taime!

AVATAR

2009-12-25T19:45:00.000-08:00

21th Dec, Monday

Today after i end my france language exam, around 1pm++ i went wit him to hav our lunch n Avatar movie at 1u.

Tis movie was not bad, alhought it is animation n imagination, i believe it is exceeded. It means it mayb happen in reality. Is enjoyable.

During nite, he b the refree at Islam International skul.

Simple n nice lunch, is vry ful

He n me

It is a simple day goin wit him, but i realy appreciate it. I rarely goin wit him lately due to my job, not much opportunity to enjoy, so i wil appreciate it..

My Virgin Show

2009-12-21T21:22:00.000-08:00

15th Dec, Tuesday

Today is my big day, my 1st day of modeling, my virgin, evrer 1st tim show!!! It is Acut Above hairshow, held at Sunway Piramid, 7pm. I reac there around 11am, waiting my hairstyler, Junz. At 1st i doin my hair, unfortunately the fake hair not ready yet, so i went for lunch. N bac, i doin my make up coz Junz is eating. I jz sat there n my make up artist do al the work for me.

He looks hondsome n pro rite..?Haha!

Close up of my make up

Offcoz i cant wait for my hair done, i went for hairstyling immediately. It done by Junz, is enjoyable. I didn kno tat actualy he was same age wit me, n v start our conversation wit almost same wavelength.

It take quite long tim, from 3pm++ til 6pm..

N Tadah!!!

Finaly is done..!!

N i went for fitting also, i get a red long chuang sam whic cos 7K n i wearing own high

SHOW TIME!!!

Waw! so grand n nice but..OMG my tummy coming out!!!
Pei Sei!

Hairstyler n me

Close up wit him.

He looks so cute, charmy, n like my little bro.

His pretty sis n him

Me is Huge, she so tiny..

Bside tat, there were few celebrities. He went to take sum photo wit them

The show end around 10pm. I went bac to PJ remove my make up n bath.

Honestly i m so happy, i get to experience the modeling feels.

My preformance may not up to standard but i enjoy it, offcoz nervous at 1st,

Feel grad after done it.

I m so lucky too, get to kno a vry friendly hairstyler n models. Is a memorable day.

My 1st show!!!

Christmas Coming!

2009-12-11T19:44:00.000-08:00

Christmas is around the corner. Every where, every shoopping mall, every street, every corner...was decorated n christmas songs cn b heard almost every moment.

Tis day i went to Mid valley to meet my sis n can enjoy the feels too.

Midvalley centre court

Bsides tat, there hav christmas fasshion show too

N my sis is involved

Here she is

It is Elle, is a france brand, offcoz is expensive, but high qualities n grand. There is the end of the show.

Typography Final Presentation

2009-12-11T06:42:00.000-08:00

On the last week of the sem, v hav our final presentation whic is typography final assign.

Every 5person in 1group n create sumthing tat related to typo fonts. N tis is my group n our work. Since the christmas is on rthe corner so v do sumthing tat hav christmas feel...N all the items can b eaten. Smel so nice n delicious...

Our group

Pondok

Small little village

The church is at the middle, 8bloc was the building of protection.

It take tim to done it, unfortunately it lac of typo instylation.

There come other group too.

Tis, they doin 2D, typo on board

Tis is another group who doin video. Their work is so good.i like it honestly!

Tis is one group of junior work. Is quite nice

Ful of typo around the house.

Bside, there hav a corner ful of typo forest..Haha!

They using typography to create animal.

There were 5 animals n sory.. it is in dark situation n my camera is...

So it not tat nice.

Tis whole work is created by wax, candles..

Using typo to create a clock.

It is a recycle produc..

It is a tong long, it hav 4side to present the 4seasons

Here is the mask, it has 5 expressive mask.

They using typo to express to feeling.

Typography KLCC..!!

Both artwork above r ful of font

They using books to cearte typo

Tis they using Yya to create the word of "Flexible"

Here come another impressive work

The word "Moment"

The Creativity was the effect they createby using dry ice

Here cme the demostretion

The mis is coming out

It can change the color too..

Like a clubing window display

Tis is simple..expressing the worf of "Life"

Tis is a roller like a small drum n is cute.

A huge tong long

There al is GD student work. I believe al of them hav try they bset to impress our tutor to get a reasonable marks. But i thk is depend on the tutors too. I realy enjoy to watch those creative stuff. Honestly i like it.

Christmas Sale At threesixty degree

2009-12-11T04:37:00.000-08:00

Lately i m so busy. No only on skul assign bcoz is end of sem, busy on my part time jod too. Is time to hav christmas sale on december. Previously was the decoration in shop. Now is preparetion for sale. 1st i done al the sale labeling to inform customer hw much discount v offering. I done it as fast as posible, whic is not more than 1day. N stic it up.

The A1 size poster in front of the shop.

2nd was the new arrival of accessories. There were necklaces. jewerries. belts. ear rings......Is from hong kong n most from korean.

From Hong Kong

From Korean

Al nekclace

Al new arrival belts only cost rm40

3rd was the new arrival handbegs...al from Korea cost around rm185-rm250. There were alot of patterns n colors n is semilader.

Tis beg come wit white n light grey rm250.

Tis is new arrival huge beg. I like tis but cost rm210 come wit dark grey too.

Last but not least, offcoz the items tat cant lose. Whic is the clothes!!! Ya! al is from Korea too. There ar top, shirt, formal clothes, party dresses, diner dresses, long dresses n so on..

Tis one is of my fovarite come wit blac too rm60

Tis come wit blac n dark grey rm65

Ya!! Tis is 1 of the item i like rm65

Another 1, both of tis clothes ful of buttons, u can button up hwever u wan n create different style u like. come wit white, red, blac, dark grey.

Tis nice code is on 20% discount,

the iner was new arrival wit blac too, the pant on 30% discount

A party dress come wit blue, pink, wite rm75

n same pattern long dress rm100

Al new arrival dresses material ar vry soft n flexible,

need not much of iron n convinient for travel too.

In state of white, v got brown n dark grey

Come wit blue, white, blac, red

V hav blac rm85

White, blac, grey but most attractive was the design

There hav alots more new clothes. As a gal offcoz cant wait to try on it n so do.....I...done it...

Haha! n is below...

Tis make me strong on shoulder n slim tammy

Simple n nice diner dress. In fact class wit comfortable material

Abit of revealing my out fit

A mature n bit sexy looks

In state of v shape colur there hav straight cut

Mature adult

Honestly i looks like a pregnent woman but, any way i found the same of tis at midvalley was rm 109 n our price is rm75...It is more worth it...N honestly the new arrival long dresses rm 100 is more worth compare to short dresses rm 75. But is also depend on the customers.

So u got any wans or like u can get it at jaya 1 n come as fast as posible coz v hav not much store.

Housemates Bday!!!

2009-12-09T02:56:00.000-08:00

Late Nov is my 2housemates bday. So v, al housemates celebrate wit them. They is pei wei n ah siau. V sing bday song n eat cake as usual.

Bday Gals!!

Bday cake...Yummy!!!

Family Pic

Me n others...

It was fun n good to celebrate bday wit them. I enjoy eating the cake too....>.<....

Christmas Preparation

2009-12-01T22:26:00.000-08:00

28th Nov, Friday

Christmas is around the corner. My boss start to do decoration on her boutique so tat can attract more customers n let them feel warm n peace.

The 1st decoration was the christmas tree. It place at the middle of the entry, it hang wit sum white lighting around. The light will bling wil different rhythm n speed. There were alots of present at bottom of christmas tree. Is so enjoyable to watch it.

Bsides, I started to spay around the window. It was my vry 1st tim. It fail at 1st few tims. As practices make perfect. I done few snow effect. Unfortunately the snow spay ar finish....

The 1st day

On the 2nd day, My boss bought 5 bottles...

N TADAH!!!

Below is without light on...

At 1st i thought the effect is not engouh . As i add more n more...

Waw! i thk is too much....Haha! It realy shows my 1st tim...

Too much liao...It is a vry good experience!

NOEL!!!

2012

2009-11-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

26th Nov, wed

Today is a busy day. I do our typogaraghy assign on morning til noon. Afternoon v go Coofee Been, Jaya One Shoting for France assign. video.

I keep on reshot on my part due to my mistaken of pronounciation on france vocaborary til 5pm. Finaly complete n v hav the French class. After tat, he come n v go to 1u. V hav our dinner at there . Although it is chinese 'siao chi' but v feel ful too...It is so delicious...the boss hav a good business idea for this shop...

Later, V watch 2012 at gtv...there ful of ppls...the movie is so amazing...so realistic...It hav a big impact on it.

Our dinner

On the nex day, after having chau geo tui ,

v go to selayang mal for 4 boling game...

He in me...3 vs1....

Afternoon he send me bac to PJ

It is simple but It is so enjoyable goin it him..i m so properious...Thx u....

M...........................................................................................A!!!

J ' Taime!!!

The Day i Meet Doctor

2009-11-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

18th Nov, Wed

Today after typo lecture i got 3hrs break so i decided to meet my doctor at Puchong Puteri. My skin sensitive coz my alots of inconvinience. No choice to meet doctor. Lucky he able to send me.

Once i meet the doctor, i feel sad again. My sickness is unable to cure jz to bare wit the medicines whic cost me rm180 per month.

After tat, v decided went to IOI mall. There were new wing where i didn went there b4. V walk around there n he hav his lunch at Gu Lin. It is a Taiwan chinese dishes..

The Bian Dang set n my Chrispy Checken cost rm 16...

After eating, i went bac to Pj to attent classes...the day feel sad but no choice...Any way thx for the journey..i enjoy goin wit him alots.

The Interior Design From Him

2009-11-24T07:20:00.000-08:00

It was the work from him

But he need to decorate his plain color design too

So he get help from me

N offcoz i m willing to help

I done it about 3/4 day using color marker pen

Unfortunately the last pieces the ink is finish

So it looks rough

Hope my coloring can help him

Crazy Shopping

2009-11-23T20:14:00.000-08:00

21th Nov, Saturday
HI!!! here i would like to share my crazy shopping day wit u...
Althought was half of the saturday..
I shopping n walk around at Sg Wang n Time Squre for only 6hrs
But i used RM400 to purchase my goods

Mainly purchase on cosmetics..
-Elianto make up base
-Elianto eyebrow pencil
-L'oreal foundation
-Watson Color for eyeshadow, lipstic, checkyface
-Watson make up remover
-Fake eyefair
-Glue for eye fair
-Clip for eye lash
-VOV lose powder

3clothes...
-1 plain blac color long top
-1 blac, red, n white color top
-1 white wit blac belt smart formal top
-1 long sticking

2 pair of shoes...
-1 white high heels
-1 white flat

N also my Canon printer refuse ink...

N TADAH~~~!!!

After shopping, i learned to make up too...
Which i hope to learn for long time ...
Finaly i got the opportunity!!!
Tis is my 1st make up on myself...!!!

The cosmetics i purchased n sum from my sis whic she give me...
It is aranged accordingly to the steps to make up o....!!!

My 1st Ladies Nite

2009-11-23T20:04:00.001-08:00

5th Nov, Thursday
Hi!!Here i would like to share my day wit u too. I went to clubing at my last mins of 18yrs old!!!At Sunway Euphoria at 1st. Bcoz is ladies nite so v wil get a cup of drink for free. Unfortunately, there was too crowded so v went to cocoa banana. I went wit my beloved gals housemates. Xiao ting, one of the bday gal too.

Me n lovly Jia wen

Xin Ru n Hui yun

Jia Wen n pretty Bell

Su yun, Xin ru n Prisila

Our ladies nite

Tis was my 1st tim. It quite fun, i hav seen wat is clubing finaly..Haha!! It was a vry good experience...haha!!

Present From Friens

2009-11-23T19:56:00.001-08:00

I get a vry precious present from my lovely friens..
Haha! i realy vry happy!!
I like it vry much!!!
Tis day i like on top of the world
But i older liao Legal 19years old
Althought they ar not here
But i can feel them!!!
I still rmb last yr of my day!!!
It stic in my memories for the rest of my life
Haha! realy thx them!!! M.............................................A!

19th B'day

2009-11-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

4th Nov, Wed
Today i hav my clas as usual til 7pm. Later nite he come. Acualy i m abit emo bcoz of the way he due wit me. He date me in a vry frustrated way, Not sincere at al
So i wait him to take me without diner. I request to hav diner but fail. I end up the tired sleepy nite without diner. He ignore me, n slept. V didn talk much, he not waiting me 2, no massage.
Sad...!Frustrated!Hate!...jz sleep

At the midnite around 2am he awake n wake me up "wat Happen?""No, go sleep!"
Aiyo....!!i tired le...!!! Later, 3am wake me up again n ask me went out...
So.....

OMG!!Al the candles around house..."Happy B'day! there is 19 candles, u hav to blow all!" I didn tought about it, n i blow all of them..Erm i don kno it is frustrated or surprise....N the end was the cake n choi tou guo....Final i hav sumthing to fill my stomach...Unfortunately i don hav apetide but i eat too...

My cake

My 19th B'day present

Is a watch!!It was so clas, beauty, grand. Althought not branded but i like it. It was wat i wanted at once, he kno my wish....Thx...

I kno he realy spend alots of tim, money, emotion to do it for me....He even treat me cool so tat i feel more happy for tis day. I do feel hapy n surprise tat day, but honesty i feel more sad for the prevoius days....

Anyway, Thx alots...Merci Beaucoup...Tis was part of me memories tat i wil rmb for the rest of my life...it was so special way to celebrate B'day.....!!!M.............................................................A!!!

My 2nd Manique

2009-11-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

It is the 2nd tim i chancing manique clothes

It was fun, i enjoy doin it

As the ful tim worker didnt found yet

I think i hav alots of oportunity to do it

So there is my models presentation....

Tis is the new arrival, formal blouse

Tis is new arrival too, come wit 3 color

It was so class...

His Assign

2009-11-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

His busy lately, one of the reasons is doin assign

His assign-Malaay Kampung House

It is a group work, Unfortunately it almost al done by him

But actualy everyone play an important role

So it is the final product....

Waw!!! SuperB Perfect!!

Letter

2009-11-06T07:01:00.000-08:00

My housemate, ah hong...Her Bf B'day

So she plan to giv him so surprise

She bought his present N she wrote a letter

To express her feeling As his gf

Unfortunately, she was panic

Hav no idea to beauty it

Suddenly,my house leader appear

As a gun yam

Haha!teach us hw to beautify the plain letter

I learn alot

It was the most letter envelop i ever c

There is the technique

1.use masking tape to stic the envelope on A4 paper

2.select a pic tat u would like to print on envelop

3.ajust the pic make it is on the rite derection

4.press print N tada!!!

Appreciation

2009-10-30T08:27:00.000-07:00

30th Oct, Friday

I...hav alots of though lately

I...thk i realy hav to appreciate every thing tat i hav now

I...m so lucky to hav suc good n caring person

I...m so blessing being care by him

I...m so prosperious wen going wit him

I...m so enjoy by his entertaining

I...m so comfort wen bside him

I...m so happy wen he sayang me

I...m so relax wen v went to every trip

I...m so glad tat always hav his support

I...m so wealth to hav his concern

I realy thx alots n i wil appreciate every tat he done for me

I wil rmb al the moment, the incident, the feeling wit him

Surprise

2009-10-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

29th Oct, Thursday
Today i get shock wen i m working. I feel a bit weird as i chec the sale record of the day bcoz it was my boss name label there, Cindy Lim not my partner Shuk Feng. N she didn present today, she should b working today, she didn apply any MC. Her stuff was not there too....
I feel weird, feeling tat she get fire by my boss due to the missing stocks...
Later, cindy order me to close system, any problem cal her don cal Shuk Feng. I asked Y?
N she told me, Feng got fired, I asked Y again? But she jz said she doesn wan her anymore n without any elaboration....I get shoc bcoz Feng fetch me go hm after work whic is late nite usualy. So hw i goin to go bac hm??? I thk the best way...but no choice...

Unaspected, the surprise from him...He present, n offcoz offer to send me bac...
I realy feel surprise, his persent jz like an angel, help me alots, i wory without my safety
I didn though of it bcoz tis few weeks he being so busy n emo til don even hav the mood to entertain me. I m so lucky, gold bless me, is like the heard communication.
He told me, he feel tat he should meet me n he though tat i must b miss him alot n may need him in the sense of sumthing, so he jz come to my working place...
I m so lucky...I m so prosperious...I m so glad tat he is here...
Bsidea tat, he da bao the chinese dishes tat i like so much whic is choi tou guo...
Waw!!Je taime...!!!Realy thx u alot!!! I wil fover ever rmb tat nite...

Dinner

2009-10-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

28th Oct, Wednesday

Today i hav my class as usaul

My clas til 7pm due to the subj i choose

So once, i end my clas i run bac to PJ house

N hav my dinner wit my others housemates

They cook mee hun as dinner for me

While my job is to wash the bowls after eating

I thk it wil b little oportunity to hav dinner wit them

As my part tim job require me to work at nite ship

It was a pleasure to enjoy dinner wit them

Although it is a bit tasteless

Yet i thk is an ideal meal compare to others wen i stay at PJ

My Feel

2009-10-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

Lately, i feel lonely
I thk i m too dependent on him previously
Watever small matter
Watever feeling
Watever mood
Watever tim
Watever though
Watever incidents
Watever place i go
All i report, inform, tel, talk to him
Jz a cal wil do
Hoping him to b my patience listener
Sumtim, not even tat
I demand more
Hoping him to concern, consult, comfort me
Unfortunely, i thk it is too much
My though was demanding
I may not reac his aspectation
Yet i demand from him

I thk i m too dependent toward him
I m officialy 19 after 1 more week
I hav to learn to b independent
Hav to b strong, confidence, care myself
Face n solve problem by myself
B delegeate, b rational, able to deside myself
Most important, Love myself
Except myself, no one wil forever ever take care n love me

Little Suisui

2009-10-27T05:58:00.000-07:00

26th Oct, Monday
Today 8 little susui was born
It looks smaller than previous susui
It may b genes heritages, genetics factors courses
Bside the mother of susui was red eye
It is al standing from others whic is blac eyes
It is a nice day, it is they birthday
Hope 8 of them can grow up safely n healthy
Although i cant observe n watch them
But i can imagine hw cute they r
Is a lucky day
Welcome!!!Bievenue 8 little susui!!!

Sad

2009-10-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

23th Oct, Friday
Today i feel sad...
I called him n tel the incident
Hope to feel better after releasing it
Hope to get consult
Hope to get attention
Hope to get concern
Hope to b cared
Unfortunately i feel worst
Not sad but lonely. useless

I kno i m weak
Sum tim lac of confident
Is an oportunity to learn n grow up
B strong. i cant rely on anyone anymore
Jz only trust myself
Thinking positively better than others...
+u ba! no 1 can comfort myself anymore

The Delicious Spaghetti

2009-10-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

22th Oct, Thursday

Today v hav our clas on 2pm

But v meet at skul on 11.30am

Bcoz v planed to eat Italian spaghetti at Kelana Plaza

V reach there around 12.30pm

N v noitce tat the price hav rise to rm 14.90++

Compare to previous rm 12.90++

But they provided salad, soup n ice cream

So v willing to spend

Once i enter the shop i realize the interior design was not bad

It was so Italian style...The feeling so great

N offcoz v cant wait to order n eat

There provided 5 favorites of spaghetti

N my 1st choice was Mexicon chicken spaghetti

The 2nd was Chicken Sausage

The last but not least was the Cancord Barnano

It was cheese..tis is the most i like..so feeling

B4 v bac to skul v hav our ice cream whic is yam+ vanila....

V eat til ful2....!!GooD!Tres bieu!!

Although it take tim to hav the following dished but i quite like the food there i thk i would like to recomment tis place to others...

IKEA

2009-10-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

21th Oct, Wednesday

Today was the 2nd day skuling for sem3

V wake up early to enter Typography clas

Unfortunately clas cancaled

So v deside to eat our breakfast

N v went to IKANO too

But...V went IKEA at the end

There were display alots of design

The space was small but they present it wel

I love they design

The interior design so good until make me almost slept there

Unwilling to leave there

Tis living room was so high class

So sweet..ladies home

Ful of stuff but is so neat...warmth feeling

Offcoz i would like a house or home like tat in future

Hope tat it wil be comfortable

I don mind the space was smal as long it neat n comfort

The feel like..."Finaly i m home!"

The Ist Manique Clothing

2009-10-24T03:31:00.000-07:00

Since i hav started my part tim job

I hav to learn wat is about fashion

The latest color, clothing style, shoes, handbeg, accessaries

N so on...learned alot

Bsides, the skil of serving customers too

It was fun n is an opportunity to experiences

Tat day, i dress up the displey model at window display

Although it took tims but fun

I cant dress up myself wit expensive clothing

But on the models...

The feeling jz like it

It was so great...

My ever 1st Models...

Malacca Trip

2009-10-19T07:20:00.001-07:00

17th Oct, Saturday
Tat day was Deepovali

On the early morning after repairing his car

V went to Malacca to hav his family trip

Ofcoz v feel excited n hope to reac there as soon as posible

V reac there around 2pm, N v meet the family at A Famosa

Tis is the view from A Famosa

His family, Haha! I m the photographer of the day...

Later, V chec in to the Sri Costa hotel whic located at Dataran Pahlawan

The interior design of the hotel was based on Bali concept

It was so romantic
One of the pic was posted above...

For the Nite, after v hav our prospertious diner

V went to A Famosa Resort Cowboy Town

There was so crowded as the show goin to start soon

V enter n find ourself some space to enjoy the Show

Tis was the environment b4 the show start

They start wit the Orang Asli performance

They playing wit fire

Later, it shows the animal carnival

Many animals performing

They ar so cute...mignon..

The performers from many country

N last but not least, there were fire work for ending

It was so nice so beuty...

The view of the cowboy town

On the nex day, after v ate breakfast v walk around the historical place

Took pics, chat, hang out around, enjoy being a part of the family

The red house whic left by the authories

V enter the big ship whic cos rm3 per person

There hav a mini muzium displaying n providing the past history

Lastly, B4 come bac to KL v hav a visit to the Eye Of Malaysia

It was so beuty

Afternoon, V pac up n bac to KL

The mood is stil enjoying

Unwilling to leave

Unfortunately, v hav to

GoodBye...Luvly de Family!!!

Tis trip was the 3rd vocation wit him

1st tim join his family trip

I realy enjoy wit him

Although i m not well or close wit them

N happened sum small accident B4 the day

But i feel the kindness n friendly from them

I feel peace, being wit them i feel i got nothing to lose

Thx!!! Merci beucoup!!!

10Q u giving me a good oportunity to relax

Luv u....!!!

Prospesious

2009-10-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

15th Oct, Thursday

The unforgetable feeling

I realize tat i m being childish n demanding

I feel i m a children in front of him

Me as a gal ofcoz demand alots

Wan watever stuff tat i like

But usualy i wan it n try to get it myself

Unfortunately, i wan him to provide for me lately

I thk i mayb too over, should behav myself

But, ya, i m so lucky he acept it

I wan eat chinese dishes tat nite

Which is "chaw chui tou guo"

He hav jamuan from malay friens tat nite

N he become the driver for his friens

N for sure my driver too...

He asked me eat later another day

Bcoz is realy unconvenient for it

But i mean it, i wan enjoy the dishes

I asked him to da bao for me

I thk he wil not do so

I thk he kno i jz childish n demanding

But!no..He realy do it

He da bao for me

Although he is unconvenient n busy

He stil make it

I realy feel previous n the prosperious

I got a guy so sayang, lov, n care for me

Realy Thx...M....................................A!!

On Fire!!!

2009-10-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

15th Oct, Thursday Nite
Tat day nite, i going bac to he house
There were happened an fire accident at Puchong
Where was nearby my house jz a road nex to my home
I thk we was the first fews ppl realize
Ya, ofcoz the 1st 1 hav called Bomba
I was so nervous, it was the 1st tim i saw tis real situation
He run down the car n took sum pics
5mins later, Bomba arrived n started their work
Follow up the polis who late half hr
The workers was so busy, energatic, rushing to help

Later, I went down n feel the atmosphere

Ofcoz smoky smell, feel heat, nervous...

There come 3Bomba cars

3polices by motosicle

Offcoz crowded not only by the helpers

But the residents around

After few minutes we went off

It was a previous experiences

1st tim so near to the fire!

The Malay Boy N The Day I meet JiaWen N NokLing

2009-10-06T09:17:00.001-07:00

5th Oct, Monday...
Today he hav Raya Jamuan at his college...
Everyone hav to wear Malay clothes to enter tis Jamuan...
So he...borow a malay clothes from his frien...
N bcome a Malay Boy....

Tis is the Ladybird v bought at Cameron Highland...

Haha!i thk it can temman zhu zai zhu lui....

Morning, he send me to Kepong KTM...

Bcoz i take ktm to kl central n monorail to Sg Wang meet my dear friens...

Jia Wen N NokLing....

V go shopping around n v hav alots of chat...

Unfortunely, Wei Yen.Joan.Horyi didn present...

It was so nice to meet them n shop around...

Moon Cake Festival

2009-10-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

3rd Oct, saturday..
It was a fun day for my chilhood...
Bcoz can play candles n Tang Long...
My family celebrates tis festival every year..
The candles light up every year of tis day..
The beauty tang long jz like the world most beauty lamp...
I enjoy tis day during my childhood..
I usauly light up tang long wit my sis.cousin sis.mom.aunt..
Unfortunately, my sis at Sing're ytrday..
So i light up it my own...
Later cousin.mom join me...
There r less tamg long.candle.crowd around garden due to house not own by my relative...

Later, i realize a mini chest moon cake..

It was cute n i took a pics...

Wen i win i eat the chest..haha!

The 3rd Day Working

2009-10-03T23:43:00.000-07:00

30th sept,wednesday.

On the 3rd day i working..

I working ful tim from10am-10pm..

Wen i end my duty for the day..

He come..N brought me to eat supper at ss2..

V realize there selling Zhu zai Zhu lui moon cake..

It was so cute so v deside to bought them..

So luvly...

My Holiday Part Time Job

2009-10-03T23:28:00.000-07:00

27th Sept, sunday...
It was the nex day i bac to Kl from Cameron..
I went Jaya1 to meet the owner of Threesixity...
I m surprise she hire me n asked me to start work on the nex day..
Whic is 28th monday...10am..s a sale gal...

Tis was my lunch at mamak...

The working day is a bit boring..

Bcoz few customer but it able me to earn sum pocket money..

Father Leg

2009-10-03T21:41:00.000-07:00

The Day b4 i goin Cameron highland...
My Father started to sic..
Visiting doctor vry often...
Until the2nd day..Finaly he kno the easons..
His leg wond cozs his illness...
He has been given injection..x-ray.treatment.madicine to cure it..
By the day i reac KL from Cameron, his leg is soakland...
Like an elephant leg...even bifferlow...

After 1week ...he come bac from Kampar...

Meet the doctor again..Chec up..

Doctor said al is alright...no virus. no bacteria..

But it stil like befferlow leg....

Hope my dad recover soon...N most important!!!

Hygiene!!!Dad!!!+u...

The Days At Cameron Highland

2009-09-30T21:37:00.001-07:00

23th Sept, Wednesday...Today was the last of exam..Advertising Design 2..2pm til 4pm...The exam was started late for 5minutes...n end late too...After the exam he fetch me bac to Pj house n get my stuff...1st v bac to Puchong house leaved Susui at there n get my DSL...N!V went Cameron Highland...On the journey, the day was late n started to dark, theroad to Cameron was so fantastic..almost pening...Haha!But fun..

V reac Cameron Highland around 9pm++ V checkedin to Titiwangsa Hotel n hav our dinner.

Sory, the focus point not on He...

On the nex day, v wake up at 7am n hav our breakfast at the caffe of hotel..Jz a breakfast buffair n v went to watch Kuantan Guys Basketball Team...He goin to b the refree of the nex match....
I quite surprise tat a person who willing to chat wit me while he busying...It was an enjoyable conversation...

On the Noon. he bought me to few flower farms...I took few pics by My Dsl..is nice to shoot them.
N evening..he doin his duty too..He looks so hamsome..He coaching a freshman to work on they job..the duty was quite sucess...N v hav a small walk at the pasar malam during the nite wit sum others refree too...Hav our prosperious dinner n sweet dream...

Is was one of the Strawberry Farm...

The 3rd day, v wake up a bit late.. hav our breatfast..N v hav chat wit the senior of the refree..He get alots inform. n started to kno the situation...v hav our lunch at ground floor of the hotel...V hav sum rest til noon...N i started to get cold..sum flu..Evening, v went to pasar malam again to purchase the fresh tomato n strawberry..Later he started his duty til the nite..He blowing the final match...N end his duty...V hav steambut as our dinner...I quite touched for the nite...i get cold..He is so generous n kind to me..he gave me sum warm by huging me help me cover blanket n even help me wear up his long pants...Taking care of me through the whole nite...I thk i wil remeber tat moment for my rest of the life...I m so lucky to hav him...

On the last day,as usual v hav our breatfast n v pac...our stuff leave at the lobi n v travel around..v went to few tourism destination wit 2 others his bro..offcoz i wouldnt lose the opportunity to took sum nice pics...

Tis was the 1st destination..a vegetable farm..

N later he deside to bought us to Kampung Raja whic is the place he been there b4as refree...v meet his godfather...who is a farmer excellent in processing emzigne as fertiliser...

It is his farm

He n His sons

Tis is the Vegetable emzigne

Tis is fruit emzigne

TIs is the viniger...Erm..counted as viniger...

He offer 2bottle of it for us...Whic wil coz rm100++ for both...It is a presious beverage..for healthy body especialy the town citizen like me..He offer us 2 pac of organic vegetable too..V realy thx him alots...

Tis is the view of Kampung Raja

Later, V continue our journey to The BOH Tea Farm...

The FArm was Waw!So wide...N the weather is so comfortable...So V hav sum rest n tea tim there...

He...

Me..

Tis was the mechaine tat process the Boh tea leaves...

He n his 2bro...Wei Quan n Cheng Sheng...

The nice scenery...

n He...So sweet...

Around 2pm++ V goin bac to KL...On the way bac V passed by a waterfal..It was so nice..Calm. Cool. Crowded...Tat is the last station of our trip...Haha!

Tis Cameron Highland Trip is the 2nd trip i went wit him...Although the place v visit was few but enjoyable...I hav no problems wit his bros joining us...I jz afraid they no patient wit me..Haha! I do realy enjoy tis few days...Thx...M.........................................................................A!!!

The Minor Shopping On Saturday

2009-09-28T10:34:00.000-07:00

19th Sept it was a saturday...
I took a rapid U60 bus to KL.Sri Petaling..
In fact, there no more rm2 per day ticket...
It count by station...
I plan to purchase the shoes tat i want for long time...
Bsides, sumthing others too...
1st i bought the shoes tat i wan...
Second, there were few dresses so eye catching til i wan it...
i took few to try n i like n luv it..
It was at the reason price so i bought 2 of them...

Later, i go round to survey n search for the moon cake...
He goin bac to Kuantan on the 1st oct to celebrate the Moon Cake festival wit his family.
He hav ask me go along wit him...
Unfortunately, i unable to make it...
So i plan to present some moon cake for his family...
There don hav the brand recognided..
Therefore i goin to Centra Market, Jln Klang Lama..
Finaly i get it..

It was 4 diferent favorite

It was You Ai branded

During the nite...
I studying...n started to feel boring...
So i mis my zhu zai too...
N i ate my zhu zai moon cake...

Haha!his ear n nose being eaten...

My Mom Car

2009-09-28T10:17:00.000-07:00

My Mom Toyota 1.5 Advanzar car kenal bang...
My father driving it to his kl office...
N parked at the parking lot...
N surprisingly my father saw the car wen he end his work...
Later, he reveice a cal tat apologize to him...
It was other company boss son bang accidently...
So the cost of repairing my mom car got sponsor...
Luckily...

17th Sept

2009-09-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

It was the day b4 i having Eng for management comunication paper...

I was surprising i watching 2 movies 1 shot wit him....

11.45am v watching 'Where got Ghost'...

It was ok...fun..offcoz shock...Haha!

1.35pm v watching the new movie...

'G-Force' is about 4 abnormal susui!

In fact they ar smart.inteligent.expert...

Is so cute as our Susui...

Offczo enjoy watching it wit my love 1...

Thx he brought me for it...

The Kindness

2009-09-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

16th Sept, it was the 1st day of exam for yr1 sem2...
I having Color Study final paper at 2pm...
It was ok starting...n not ok at the end of paper...
It require us to design a paper bag wit the brand od Cadbury or Poney...
I choose Cadbury...it was my though ytrday but i hav no idea too...
After the paper...i wen to his house...

I feel he is vry kind to me...
Although i kno it may not sincerely..
He jz wan me to b kind for him so he jz b a model 1st...
He vry kind...
He ofer me n help me to cut n cleanup my nail of both feet...
He cut gentlely...one by one...
I sit up wan to watch but he not allow...
He said "Haven finish u jz lie down n relax..!"
"Dn wake up until i finish..!"
He not sure hw to cut my thumbnail but he try...
N he cleanup the dirt in the nail...
He even pul out the die skin tat on my foot too...
He looks serious n so focus...
I jz feel the kindness...
I m jz like a Princess...!
Offcoz the prosperious...
Thx...
Athough tat feeling was short but it was so please...
It was so memorable....
M.........................................................................A!!!

Zhu Zai Zhu Lui

2009-09-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

Today i spend my whole day studying at home..

Actualy holding notes without soul..

Not understanding. Not memories. Not interesting at al..

During Nite!i find sumthing so interesting..!

Haha!i moom cake..

A pair of cute piggy moon cake..

Haha!This moon cake i thk was the most exticement i find for today..

t make me remeber of u n he..

Zhu Zai Zhu Lui!! haha!

Jz like me n he..

N it realy looks like the pair of Zhu zai Zhu lui at his car..

That was i present him on the 14th Feb 2009...

His Birthday!!

2009-09-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

2nd Aug..
Today was his birthday..
I cook a simple breakfast at Puchong..
Later i went bac Pj..meet him..
I didn wish him at the 1st movement..
Until he mention he is hungry..i present it..
I kno nothing about cooking...
Jz tis..haha! n he tel me b4 he want to eat tis..,

Tis was my 2nd tim cook for him

Besides, i do him a birthday card..
I use adobe illustrator..
It was last minits work..
I done it around 2hrs only...
I using the little rat as mascot becoz it was last yr present..
He like it vry much so...i create it..

Tis was the cover pg..
Unfortunely it uploaded in orange-yellow..
Actualy it was monochromatic of blue n white..

Tis was the content pg...

Tis was the bac pg...

I present him a hush puppies shirt n undergrament...

As his present...hope he like it...

During nite, V go eat stic...

Celebrate his birthday..

It was a simple celebration..

No cake.. no crowd..

But hope my present, teman him, can comfort him...

The Day V Fight!!!!

2009-09-08T07:44:00.001-07:00

6th Sept, Today was a sunny sunday..
I plan to start study for my final..
Unfortunately, i hav no mood n my mind not here...
So i cal him..the 1st 2 cal he answer...
But the following cals...he didn not answer at all..
I feel wory n keep caling 1389748326 tims..
Stil not answering...i jz keep wait..
Until the end of the day..he cal me..
He told me he doin his work...
"U didn hear my calling?"
"Ya i heard, i purposely don answer"
"I kno once i answer i cant do my work.."
I m OMG....!!!answering my cal is wasting his tim...!!!
N...i silent..i m angry offcoz...
"U got nothing to said?Ok then bye2.."
OMG!!!wat kind of attitude is it?!!!

On the nex day, i m not calling until he send me these pics..
It was his model...is wat he done on ytday...

\At the 1st though..i a bit touch..

It was nice..but he at least should giv me a message ytday...

Later, He sms me...n i waiting his explaination..

Hope he wil praise me n please me...

However, the sentence "nothing to said den bye2 lo.."appear again

OK...i done wit it...I giving opportunity but he didn appreciate..

I amit i m troublesome...i wil not cal anymore...

On the nite, he cal me...

He said he done his work..

N he explain he was too concentrate on his work...

I stil angry...not jz bcoz of tis...n alots more...

Unfortunately...i forget al the angel on the nex day,8ve Sept...

Tis pic was took n send to me on the previous day

Little susui sleep calmly wit their mom...

The Photography Day

2009-09-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

Tis day 1sept was the big day for UTAr Graphic Design Yr1 Sem1 & Yr1 Sem2 students...
Tis day was photography gallery day...
Everyone show out their vary picture...Final assignment...
All ar pasted on wall n on floor...

At last but not least, offcoz is mine....
It was an ancient images..ful of expression..
I like it...i would like to thanks my model too..
Thanks u!!!M................................................A!!!

The Day He Bac From Ns

2009-09-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

The day he come bac from Ns...
I bought him a nokia 3120 mobile phone..
Bcoz i m frustrated wen i cant get him..
N...his mobile problem..!!!make me mad!!
So tis was it..3.2 megapixel 4Gb 3G...

I choose white bcoz..i consider wen i use it..HAha!

V having our dinner at wangsa maju...
I consuming hot chocolate...seafood yee mee..
The 1st tim i hav so many cup, juk at once..

Our lovely images..

The Day He At Ns

2009-09-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

The day he at Negeri Sembilan blowing bal..
My days offcoz stil on..
I celebrating Jia Wen birthday wit my friens..
NL.WY.Joane.Mr.Lou at Chijlis..1U

Tis was my meal

Being a model for Yr1 Sem1 Graphic Design Students..
I siting there for 3hrs..
N i get many version of me..HAha!myself..
Actualy now i only realise i m so fearful..

Many version of me

Besides, offcoz i hav to take my lovely susui....!

Actualy born 9babies..at my hand was 8..

Later 7...6...5....n...finaly 4....

I feel guity..upset..i though mayb i not "gap" wit them..

Susui!eating happily...

Today

2009-07-30T04:56:00.000-07:00

Today....
Was kind of missing him...
Although i feel a bit angry toward him...
A bit dissapointed but the feeling of missing him was passionate...
Y....?Y...?Y...?
I kno i have a lots of work to do...
I can don thk about him even i can don cal n care bout him...
But the feeling jz pop up ....
Hi...!gals...! B rational...!
Missing him is kind of callege of patience...
So...!learn to master the art of patience...!

2nd Julai

2009-07-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

Today Once i finish my class i went bac home n edit my assign for printing....

Later...he come n v go Low Yat again to purchase PC...

The PC was fix n it cos rm1680...wit better features...

Our Susui giv birth 2 babies...It was so cute...

During nite around 7.30pm v went to Sunway to meet Ah Tu who from Perak...

It was his Birthday...V fetch Wan Rong too...

It was so strange she angel him bcoz of my present....

The nite was fun n v eat til ful2....

Later they goin to clubing but bcoz of my age...

He doesnt approve...so v went to take sum pics too...

He vry concern bout my....

He vry geng juang me....

He too concern n even emo me too...

I m like a vry inersen kno nothing in his mind...

Offcoz i nervous n wondering wat in his mind...

Mayb my thinking was simple... He kno alots...

Is like kind of protection from him...